I'm afraid of being dependent of my parents. I think I must be more independent. I too old to be so close. Is not like a close relationship, is like a dependent relationship. Maybe this dependence is caused by my father's illness.
CLOCK
martes, 29 de diciembre de 2009
viernes, 25 de diciembre de 2009
TRUE FRIENDS
Por estos momentos merece la pena ser sus amigos. Se que nuestra amistad no durará para siempre, que en algun momento nos separaremos. Nuestras vidas son demasiado complicadas como para seguir unidas indefinidamente. Sin embargo, siempre recordaré estos momentos con alegría. Habéis confiado en mí, en nosotros, y eso es lo que realmente cuenta. Os quiero y os deseo lo mejor. Beuna suerte, volveremos a encontrarnos, en estas o en otras vidas, pero lo haremos.
SHINING LIKE SAN FRANCISCO
Today have been a wonderful day. It was sunny, plenty of peace and calm. I need more days like this.
jueves, 24 de diciembre de 2009
DON'T SUGGEST
I can't suggest nothing to my father. He's stupid. I think he don't want to change, he's too lazy. He think he's a judge, when he's no more than a human.
Anyway, I'm closer from my dog. I love him. It's so cute. I think he's my best friend. I love my dog.
miércoles, 23 de diciembre de 2009
A BIT OF RAIN AT END
At least a bit of rain. While, I'm hearing some songs of ECDL. I want a polaroid, a new glasses, a trenchcoat and a new old book from an old library in NY. That's it.
lunes, 21 de diciembre de 2009
martes, 15 de diciembre de 2009
SUMMER IN WINTER
This is like California. I have to change my mind about this climate. It's the hottest and warmest winter that I remember. This is california baby! And i would like to live in Seattle! Tomorrow will be my american day. What should I wear? (not by mango) Today I'm funny, a strange feeling for me. I must take advance of it.
Is there any sense in what I'm saying ¿?¿ I'm so nervous about my exams.
lunes, 14 de diciembre de 2009
SOMETIMES SO GREAT, SOMETIMES SO LONELY
No hay palabras para describirlo. Mis relaciones con los demás son como una montaña rusa. Suben y bajan, Crecen y decrecen. un vaivén contínuo en el que no hay el más mínimo sentido,
Pese a todo, me estoy dando cuenta de lo que realmente importa en esta vida, de lo que merece la pena. Veo ante mi un mundo de posibilidades, y no quiero quedarme sentado a esperar que vengan hasta a mí. Soy demasiado impaciente.
sábado, 12 de diciembre de 2009
SPONGE
There are people in this world that are like sponges. They absorb everything, including friends. They share nothing with nobody, even friends. I hate them.
The worst part are those who allow this behavior. They are both guilty. I hate them.
viernes, 4 de diciembre de 2009
IT'S A HARD WAY, BUT BABY, WE STILL GO ON
In one hand I notice about my progress, about my merits, about everything I've done.
But, in the other hand I feel like everything I'm saying and doing is a lie. I don't know why. Maybe is guilt that pressure me.
Definitively, It's a herd way.
miércoles, 2 de diciembre de 2009
CLEAN YOUR HANDS OF BLOOD

My hands are of your color, but I shame To wear a heart so white., originalmente cargada por kjersti...
This is the moment where sorriness comes. Now there-s nothing I can do, couse everything is done.
CRYSTAL
Yesterday was a horrible day. I just want to cry. I will remember 1st December 2009 like the day that change my life. Many words were said, and any of them was in my mouth. I just want to cry, but I can't. I don't know why but I can't cry. I want to be with angels, to finish with this suffering. I want to finish with all about this world. I hope that day come soon. Until it comes I will cry.
Fade away...
All that we have dreamed of
Bergman said it all,
the magic is in the fall, so true...
When you see him tell him all that you
don't know
all how much we've grown
so I cry but like always, I don't feel
that much in here
so I sit by your side just to be near you
oh lord please don't take him yet
Now you're gone, you're with angels
I will soon come visit you
and talk about, the time we had together
and our town is filled with tears
Don't feel bad while you're there
life was only sad sad while you were here
filled with rage and fear
[ Mando Diao Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
and now I sit by your side
but you can't hear me
you can always count on me
don't feel sad, you're with angels
I will soon come visit you
and talk about, the time we had together
now our town is filled with tears
so I sit by your side
although you're not with me
when I comfort you, when I come to you
and like always, right here by your side
don't feel sad, you're with angels
I will soon come visit you
and talk about, the time we had together
and our town is filled with tears
Crystal - Mando Diao











